FALSE CHURCH alert!!! Female pastor buys a vibrator for a minister

July 12, 2019

And this is a CHURCH? What kind of church?  Demonic

The idea that WOMEN have FALLEN to become PASTOR is very disturbing.  This is prohibited.  WOMEN taking on MENs clothes.  It means that each sex has a VITAL role.  Women are just as important but they have DIFFERENT roles.  Women in Judaism are ELEVATED in that they are so close to GOD that they don’t need to pray in a specific way.  Women are RELEASED from these DUTIES because they are considered closer to GOD.  And this is not well understood.

Riverside Church pastor set to receive $500K payout after sex toy scandal

Riverside Church’s outgoing female pastor is set to receive an exit package worth at least half a million dollars — after leaving her job amid allegations she bought an employee an unwanted $200 vibrator while on a work trip, The Post has learned.

The Rev. Dr. Amy Butler — who made $250,000 a year as the first woman to lead the historic congregation — will leave with 12 months’ salary, a six-month housing allowance worth $48,000 and annual retirement contributions of $59,000 for three years, according to her contract.

An email sent by the chair of the church council and seen by The Post says Butler will also get a $100,000 “separation payment”– which would take her golden handshake to a total of $594,530, when including her unused vacation payout and the $10,000 tab for her lawyer’s fees.

According to the emails, the church council voted to approve the agreement — although one employee raised concerns about the large sum blowing out the house of worship’s operating budget, which covers payroll.

Riverside Church has until July 31 to pay Butler the money she is owed from the five-year contract, which expired on June 30.

The church and Butler did not respond to requests for comment — with the pastor taking a vow of silence on Friday when asked about the sex toy shopping spree scandal.

On Thursday, The Post revealed the 49-year-old exited her job amid complaints she brought two assistant ministers and a congregant on a sex toy shopping spree in Minneapolis then gave one of them an unwanted vibrator as a gift.

One of the ministers filed a formal harassment claim days later, prompting the church attorney to hire a third-party investigator, who interviewed both ministers and substantiated the claims, sources said.

Both parties realized Butler’s position had became untenable after the Minneapolis complaint and they mutually parted ways, a source familiar with the negotiations said.

The two sides were “far apart on negotiations” — even before the vibrator incident — as Butler had hired a lawyer to help her try to score a $100,000-a-year raise, a source said.

Enlarge ImagePastor Amy
Even without the sex toy incident, Pastor Amy’s time at the church may have been numbered due to problems with her latest contract negotiation.Dan Herrick

But supporters of Butler told the New York Times she was let go because she spoke up against sexism and harassment — and her persistence ultimately fractured her relationship with lay leadership.

Butler — known as “Pastor Amy” — was hired in 2014 as the seventh senior minister of the Morningside Heights church and was the first woman to lead the congregation known as a bastion of inter-denominational liberalism and civil rights.

On May 15, the pastor allegedly took two assistant ministers and a female congregant to Minneapolis sex store Smitten Kitten during a religious conference, according to sources familiar with the out-of-town shopping excursion.

At the store, Butler bought a $200 bunny-shaped vibrator called a Beaded Rabbit for one minister — a single mom of two who was celebrating her birthday — as well as toys for the congregant and herself, sources said.

The minister didn’t want the sex toy, but accepted it because she was scared not to and feared professional retaliation, sources said.




Sick! yet another reason to HOME-SCHOOL or Charter – FEMALE teacher makes PORN in Classroom – disgusting!!

June 28, 2019



Elizabeth Schneider: El Campo Teacher Accused of Making Porn in Classroom

Elizabeth Anne Schneider

Facebook/Elizabeth Anne Schneider Elizabeth Anne Schneider pictured on her Facebook page.

Elizabeth Ann Schneider is the former El Campo High School teacher who is accused by the local school district of making porno movies in her classroom and uploading them to PornHub. The scandal began on June 25 when ABC Houston was the first to report that the incident involved a female teacher allegedly making pornographic videos in her classroom.

A school source told the station that the teacher had allegedly made lewd videos in a classroom and a teacher’s workroom in May 2019. Fox Houston reports that the teacher had been with the school for three months before being fired.

Here’s what you need to know:

1. Schneider Said on Her Pornhub Channel That Someone Recognized Her Classroom & Told the Police

Elizabeth Ann Schneider Facebook page

Facebook/Elizabeth Ann Schneider

Schneider went by the moniker O0oAnnieo0O on her PornHub channel. Schneider described herself as “a mom of a rambunctious toddler and a substitute teacher.” She adds, “I’m a bit of an exhibitionist and I want people to watch me please myself or be pleased.” In the profile, Schneider says that she is in an open relationship and that she joined PornHub in May 2019.

Schneider uses that profile to advertise her Snapchat account. One video on that page is titled, “Naughty Substitute Teacher Almost gets Caught in the Teachers Lounge.” While another video shows Schneider masturbating in a classroom. The Texas state flag can clearly be seen in the background of the video. There are videos filmed elsewhere, some show Schneider masturbating at home with another showing her performing oral sex on a man.

On June 20, the teacher wrote on her page that she may need to make a new channel due to “So Much Drama.” On June 19, the teacher wrote, “Naughty Substitute Teacher vids being deleted. Check my snap story for the reason why. Download them if you wanna keep them I guess.” Earlier that day, the teacher explained, “Some one recognized the classroom in one of my videos, they told the principal and he asked me to take them down 😭😭😭😭 I might lose my job over this. I won’t know till next semester.”

2. No Charges Have Been Filed Against Schneider

El Campo Police Department Chief Terry Stanphill told the Houston Chronicle that nobody else was involved in the filming and that the teacher made an effort to ensure nobody at the school knew what was going on. The chief added, “I’ve been in law enforcement for 27 years, and this is the first time I have ever run into anything like this.”

At the time of writing, no charges have been filed in the case although the teacher could face trespassing or public lewdness counts. While the school district will seek to ban the teacher from the school campus.

3. Schneider Has Disabled Her PornHub Page

Elizabeth Ann Schnieder El Campo Teacher

Facebook/Elizabeth Ann Schneider

As the scandal broke out of El Campo high school, Schneider has disabled her PornHub page. In only one of those clips was Schneider’s face visible. In another, the voices of students can be heard. Schneider has also switched her Facebook page to private while also changing her name. Posts on that page that were viewed by Heavy.com before it was privatized showed that Schneider holds a mixture of conservative and liberal political views. Unsurprisingly, Schneider made no mention of her porn career on her Facebook page.

4. Schneider Is Active in the Local Theater Scene in Her Hometown

Elizabeth Malachowski

Various news reports from the Bay City Sentinel show that Schneider is active in her town’s local theater. In March 2015, the newspaper reported that Schneider performed alongside her sister, Becky Malachowski, in a performance of the song “Sisters” from the musical “White Christmas.” The review reads, “The pair earned a lot of laughs from the crowd during their final performance.”

In July 2016, the Sentinel reported that Schneider was making her debut as the director of a show titled “Alice in Space.” That piece mentioned, “Some may remember Schneider from her roles in last summer’s “Oklahoma!” and this springs’ “Picasso at the Lapine Agile.””

5. In August 2018, a Michigan Teacher Lost Her Job After Her Porn Career Was Publicly Revealed

Linda Janack photos pictures

Pinterest/Scott Janack

In August 2018, Linda Janack, an elementary school teacher in Michigan lost her job after her porn career was revealed to the public.

Scott Janack Facebook page

Facebook/Scott Janack

Janack was found to have been running porn website along with her husband, Scott. The couple runs the website, Hot for Teachers. In her porn career, Janack goes by the moniker, Ms. Beulah Ballbreaker. Her husband, who is also a teacher, is known as Jasper Woodcock. Click on Detroit was the first to report that Janack operated and was a star on the website. Janack is a reading teacher at Edgemont Elementary School in the Van Buren Township in Michigan.

Speaking to Click on Detroit, Scott Janack, said that he hoped the media attention would result in more hits for their website. The couple operates the website as part of the ManyVids.com network. Janack’s profile reads, “Recently started camming and it has been fun. We’ve meet [sic] so many people and the sex is great too.”

Church stalling investigations in to sexual abuse – AG Patrick Morrisey says that the leaders of the diocese of Wheeling-Charleston (West Virginia) aren’t complying in a timely fashion

June 7, 2019

West Virginia AG accuses church leaders of withholding info in sex abuse investigation

West Virginia AG accuses church leaders of withholding info in sex abuse investigation

West Virginia Attorney General Patrick Morrisey (R) said church leaders in his state “can and should do better” in producing documents his office has requested in relation to a sexual abuse investigation.

Morrisey told ABC News in an interview released Thursday that the diocese of Wheeling-Charleston has yet to produce several documents that he has requested through both two subpoenas and a lawsuit.


“That’s not the kind of transparent process that West Virginians deserve, and the church can and should do better than that,” Morrisey told the network. “Those are actions that disappointed me. It disappointed me as the state’s attorney general, and it disappointed me as a Catholic.”

Morrisey’s office has requested medical records for all priests accused or suspected of sexual abuse, including whether they were sent to “treatment facilities,” which many diocese have historically used as a method of sidelining accused priests, ABC News reported, citing a source familiar with the case. Morrisey’s office also reportedly has not received all copies of complaints against priests.

In a statement, Morrisey’s office claimed the Diocese did not issue a list of 40 “credibly accused priests” until the attorney general’s office issued its first subpoena last fall. Morrisey added that Thursday’s disclosure came roughly two weeks after his office filed an amended complaint.

“Now is the time for full disclosure. I repeat my call for the Diocese to stop fighting our efforts to get to the bottom of the sexual abuse scandal, come clean and end the secrecy — including release of the full Bransfield report,” his office said.

A spokesperson for the diocese told The Hill later Thursday that it denied the allegations against it.

“The new allegations filed contain factual inaccuracies that are not included in the Attorney General’s prior complaint, and which distort information that the Diocese willingly provided to the Attorney General’s office in a spirit of full cooperation,” the spokesperson said.

The spokesperson denied allegations that the diocese did not conduct initial background checks on school employees.

Fifteen states and the District of Columbia are investigating clerical abuse and potential church coverups in the wake of a Pennsylvania grand jury report that detailed sexual abuse by hundreds of priests in six dioceses and church leadership’s failure to act on it.

While several of the other states have said they cannot launch statewide investigations and only act on referrals from local prosecutors, Morrisey has filed a consumer protection complaint against the diocese in his state, alleging it “engaged in unfair or deceptive acts or practices by failing to disclose to consumers of its educational and recreational services that it employed priests and laity who have sexually abused children.”

The attorney general’s office is also seeking the release of the full report by Archbishop William Lori of Baltimore, who oversees the diocese, concerning Bishop Michael Bransfield, who resigned from the Diocese of Wheeling-Charleston amid sexual misconduct allegations, according to ABC.

On Wednesday, The Washington Post reported that Bransfield sent expensive gifts, including one as large as $15,000, to members of the clergy who accused him of harassment.

“Everybody’s trying to destroy my reputation,” Bransfield told the Post when asked about the allegations. “These people are terrible to me.”

Updated 2:31 p.m.


Whats Happening in our schools is not a NEW idea, nor is it organic

June 2, 2019


Communists, many years ago, decided to give up on the notion of a full Communist take over.  They decided that if they could not win, they would just change the way things were without changing what it was called.  But they DO change what it’s called when they change it a little.  One good example is, when HISTORY class was changed to Social Studies.






Austin ISD is behaving like a sexual predator and should be treated as such

May 22, 2019

Mr Abbott, please arrest the presenter of this abuse –

If a stranger, which a teacher is, came up to you 9 year old and started talking to them about their vagina or penis, would one not be taken aback and immediately scream “stranger danger?”

Or are STRANGERS no longer DANGERS?

As I see it, we hear about teachers sexually assaulting kids in their care CONSTANTLY.  So, as the same time we SEE this, we’re supposed to TRUST these people?  They are, after all, only people that these kids will be in contact with for ONE year.  They will never see these people again.  They are NOT family.  No matter how teachers USED to be, they are NO LONGER THAT.

FACE IT.  They are STRANGERS.  And with strangers, kids should NOT be off their guard.  Stranger DANGER!!!!!! and this curriculum dis- empowers kids.  STRIPS them, quite literally of any vanity.

Children have a hard enough time trying to “fit” in.  They WANT to belong.  They will do anything…. to belong.  Some even DIE or engage in activity that endangers them.  And now?  Adults are telling them, that that which is UNnatural IS Natural? How is this beneficial to a DEVELOPING brain?

Stranger DANGER.  Protect your kids.  GET them away from the FEDERAL EDUCATION PERVERSION.  THEY are TEACHING MENTAL ILLNESS.  Creating Sociopathological  populations of individuals.  These people will be violent, and depressed.  They will either internalize or take it out on Society.

Rome ended from the mental illnesses created by the unnatural elite predatory aristocracy.

Governor Abbott, please look in to this.  It’s not good.  Our kids are being abused.

This is NOT accidental.


AUSTIN (KXAN) — For almost a year, the Austin Independent School District has been looking to rework the sexual education curriculum for students spanning grades three through eight. The program hadn’t been updated in a decade.

This week, AISD will display the lessons and parents can weigh in on the hotly debated subject and tell school district administrators what they think.

Here’s a summary of the plan:

The youngest children would be taught how to identify the basic parts of the human body and how to say “No” to inappropriate touching.  It also introduces the concept of sexual orientation and how to find a trusted adult to talk to.

In sixth grade, the curriculum would include gender identity, the definition of sexual intercourse and sexually transmitted diseases.

Seventh and eighth-grade students would learn the early symptoms of pregnancy as well as issues surrounding incest, rape and dating violence.

You can read the full breakdown of the proposed curriculum here.

The lessons will be on display from Monday through Friday, 8:30 a.m. to 4:30 p.m. at the AISD Science and Health Resource Center located at 305 North Bluff Drive. Spanish interpreters will be available from 9 a.m. to noon on May 22.


———–here it is —————kxan created a link ——-so that you had to click to find it ——-

AISD proposing new sex education curriculum

AUSTIN (KXAN) — Gender identity, sexual orientation and how to use a condom are all planned additions to Austin ISD’s sex education curriculum for students before they enter high school.

The district is looking to overhaul what students between third and eighth grade learn in an effort to have more inclusive and up-to-date lessons.

As part of the process, the district surveyed nearly 6,000 parents, teachers, students and staff.

The new curriculum is broken down by grade level and includes the following:

Third: (9 years old)
● Identify male and female external reproductive anatomy—–>would you let your kids look at naked pictures?
● Identify trusted adults to talk to about sexual orientation—–> what if the teacher is a sexual predator?  The teacher is a stranger, they never met before. Not a family member.
● Demonstrate and promote dignity and respect for all people —–>what does this mean? IDENTIFY Deviant behavior — this is now RESPECTED — how do kids keep safe if the DANGER is now promoted with “dignity and respect?”


Fourth (10 years old):
● Describe male and female reproductive body parts and their functions —> now they will be TAUGHT how to PERFORM? BY A STRANGER whom they met at the beginning of the year and will likely not see again.  CHILDREN are being VIOLATED at this point.  
● Identify trusted adults to talk to about teasing, bullying and sexual abuse—-> being told to do this by a complete stranger is NOT trusted or WORTHY of their trust
● Demonstrate refusal skills and “no” statement-—> Children are then CONFUSED, because COMPLIANCE is necessary in a school environment.  The above tenant is CONTRADICTORY and designed to confuse the child.  The “identify a trusted adult” and this is now potentially in direct opposition. 

Fifth (11 yrs old):
● Describe — medically — the male and female parts and function in pregnancy and reproduction –how about abortion?  is this also described? What happens medically to the baby in an abortion?  If you teach one without the other, then your only TEACH to to GET pregnant or deviancy.  Is the Natural state of man taught? Are they even able to comprehend the difference?

● Define sexual orientation and romantic attraction –-see above as it relates —deviancy IS NOT the natural state of man
● Define teasing, sexual harassment, bullying —-> this should be a regular disciplinary understanding.  Yet, the problem comes up with deviancy and the INCLUSION agenda.  Kids may no longer be able to identify IF they ARE being bullied or teased.   As these are NOT supposed to be accepted in children and should be taught what IS normal.  These kids will wind up depressed at best and violated at worst.

NOTHING good and wholesome here

Sixth(12 ):
● Differentiate between and explain expressions of gender —-> this is confusing for adults at this point.  TEACHING this to kids is a perversion of the mind
● Communicate respectfully about gender identities and sexual orientations —> say Mr. this and Mrs.  THAT – yes, SIR- no, ma’am, etc….. easy – but I bet thats not what they mean here.  I’m not overly Religious, however, this is NOT healthy or moral.
● Describe the advantages and disadvantages of communicating through technology–> Okay, this is potentially OK.  However, there are no details here so not sure.
● Describe strategies to use social media safely, legally and respectfully —> this is just DESIGNED to teach how to communicate around parental supervision control
● Explain personal rights as to touches –—-> JUST SAY NO —> underage, NOTHING is acceptable
● Define sexual intercourse, human reproduction, sexual abstinence, pregnancy prevention — what is NORMAL ONLY and what is abortion
● Define STDs and HIV – these should be medically discussed but not at this age – sorry

Seventh (13 yrs old):
● Communicate effectively to maintain abstinence and use of contraception including condoms —-> this is so not appropriate at this age.  This TEACHES how to have “sex” and where and what to use for what. 

● Explain health benefits, risks, effectiveness, of contraception —-> This forces them to visualize and accept that they are doing the “right thing” and that is now something that is tangible and abstinence is not the NORMAL option
● Describe symptoms of pregnancy and healthy pregnancy practices —-> again this projects a vision and abortion is not a topic here.  No talk about when a heart starts or the biological realities of what an abortion is.  They are still saying a clump of cells.  This is biologically FALSE – the central nervous system is beginning to form within 1 week of conception.  By 2 weeks they little body is seen. 
● Examine influences and how risk behaviors affect sexual behavior  —-> OKAY, this contradicts the entire education above.  They have had to accept STRANGERS talking to them about sex, they have been introduced to deviancy and told that they must RESPECT it.  Confusion is the theme here

Eighth (14 years old):
● Describe the situations and impact of bullying, sexual harassment, sexual abuse, sexual assault, incest, rape and dating violence—–>note that all the education prior to this, in fact is contradictory to any of abuse identification. 
● Explain why people are not at fault for being victims. ––> they have so far been victimized by all of the above.  THEY are now the victims of the above.  All are victims, so no one is.
● Identify resources about prevention and reproductive health care and emergency contraception —> God, Family, and abstinence until the BRAIN has been able to mature.  Get the rest out of the education system.  Run from a school teaching any of the above.
● Identify pregnancy options, safe surrender policies and prenatal care —-> this teaches what they can do, after they have been the victim of the indoctrination curriculum above


The AISD School Board plans to vote on the proposal during its Feb. 25 meeting. If approved the changes will go into effect for the 2019-20 school year.




Mr. Abbott,

I hope that you are having a good day.  I am a mother in Williamson county.  I was not able to attend the sex education meeting due to family responsibilities.  I am awfully disturbed by the overly sexualized and deviant teaching curriculum being displayed for our consideration.  This is barbaric.  The curriculum teaches hyper sexuality and normalization of deviancy regarding the acts of sex and thereby confusion of gender with regard to normal human sexuality.  All this before the development of a mature brain.  This is DEVIANCY taught not deviancy accepted.  Deviant is thereby eliminated and normal is irrelevant.  But to the undeveloped brain, this is a paradox with the sex that they are born and because of this a great confusion is now a societal norm.  Normalizing deviant behavior create a depression and violent outcome on a societal scale.  Please, arrest this normalization of child abuse.  Teachers are strangers.  What happened to “stranger danger?”  My kids have been taught to run and tell someone if a stranger comes to them and talks to them about things they are uncomfortable with.  This being a SCHOOL curriculum is at odds with NORMAL parenting.  I sincerely, hope that this is curtailed.  This is CHILD ABUSE.

Best wishes,

Oregon FAITH leaders citizenship revoked

May 9, 2019


How many mosques get funding from CAIR?  Why is CAIR allowed to continue to exist?


Imam of Portland’s Largest Mosque Has Citizenship Revoked for Ties to Osama Bin Laden

The now-former Imam of the largest mosque in Portland, Oregon, has had his citizenship revoked due to his ties to terror groups and allegedly providing false information on immigration documents. The list of allegations weaves a tangled web that most recently involved an interrogation by UAE officials.

The Oregonian reports:

The U.S. government has revoked the U.S. citizenship of the former imam of Portland’s largest mosque after he arrived in Somaliland last week.

Mohamed Sheikh Abdirahman Kariye is on the government’s no-fly list, but the government arranged for him to travel back to his homeland after reaching a settlement with Kariye in January.

Under the deal, Kariye agreed not to challenge an order revoking his citizenship and acknowledged having provided false information to immigration officials in July 1997 when he had applied for U.S. naturalization.

The settlement appeared to be briefly in jeopardy Monday morning, when Kariye’s lawyers asked to rescind it after learning that Kariye had been detained during a stopover at the Dubai airport.

Kariye, 57, boarded a flight last Wednesday from Seattle for a 14-hour flight to Dubai and a planned flight four days later to Somaliland.

He arrived in Dubai as scheduled, according to court records, but soon sent his Oregon-based lawyers a text from the airport that read, “some thing is wrong.’’

Kariye was detained and interrogated for seven hours in the Dubai airport by United Arab Emirates officials and questioned about the “Portland Seven,’’ the As-Saber Mosque in Southwest Portland and others who may have attended services there, according to his lawyers. He wasn’t allowed to contact his attorneys during the questioning and all his personal belongings were seized, according to his lawyers, Philip Smith and Nicole Nelson.

In October, federal government lawyers told a federal appeals court that Kariye was placed on the no-fly list based on his history as a “mujahedeen fighter in Afghanistan against the Russians,” as well as his expressed support for “violent jihad” in conversations recorded between a cooperating informant and two members of the Portland Seven. They were a group of American Muslims from the Portland area who were prosecuted and convicted of trying to join al-Qaida forces in their fight against the United States military and coalition forces in Afghanistan.

The U.S. sought to strip Kariye of his U.S. citizenship because he “provided false information and both willfully misrepresented and concealed material facts’’ when applying for naturalization to the United States.

During the process, the FBI informed U.S. Justice Department attorneys that Kariye had coordinated with Osama bin Laden and other known terrorist leaders and was associated with terrorist organizations including Makhtab Al-Khidamat, or MAK, a designated terrorist organization and pre-cursor to al-Qaida.

When Kariye had first sought citizenship, he had lied on his application to federal immigration officials about not being arrested in the past, failing to acknowledge a 1993 arrest in Pakistan, according to court documents.

Imam of Portland’s Largest Mosque Has Citizenship Revoked for Ties to Osama Bin Laden

NBC terrorist – in custody – threatened to Blow up a Church – MEDIA is coordinating a cover up.

May 1, 2019

Initially reported, but the silence across the media is deafening.  This was an attack on a Church during EASTER.  They were among many #EasterWorshipers that were being attacked that day.  Mental illness is being blamed for much of these attacks.  The attacks keep being described as mental illness have a few things in common.  They keep “hearing” voices.  They have a belief that g-d or spirits are talking to them.  Another thing that I have noticed is that they have, many -not all, have military backgrounds.

Could some have been CONDITIONED?


MSM Blackout of Armed Woman Who Threatened to Blow Up San Diego Church on Easter Morning



A 31-year-old former NBC News producer attempted to attack a San Diego church on Easter morning, where she held her own baby hostage and threatened to blow up a parish.

Despite a blackout in national media coverage, NBC San Diego provided the details about the horrifying incident that the dozens of Christians in attendance were lucky to escape from:

The San Diego Police Department has identified the woman who is accused of walking into an Easter Day service in Clairemont with a baby and a weapon on Sunday.

She is being identified as Anna Conkey, 31, former intern and freelance digital producer for NBC 7. Conkey is also an SDSU graduate and was in the U.S Navy…

Police said Conkey walked into the auditorium of the Mount Everest Academy Sunday afternoon, where a non-denominational church was having an Easter Day service, and began making threats.

According to police, Conkey walked onto the stage and made threats that she was going to blow up the church while she waved a handgun.

The church’s head pastor, Benjamin Wisan, said the woman seemed very agitated and frustrated and “not in her right mind.”

“This girl came through the back of the stage. She had a baby and a gun,” Wisan said.


Military.com has reported that Conkey is pleading not guilty to a host of charges including three counts of making criminal threats, one count of attempting to make a threat, child abuse, interfering with an officer, possessing a gun in a school zone, making a false bomb report and misdemeanor interfering with a religious service.

Conkey will face over 23 years in prison if she is ultimately convicted of her crimes. Her young baby, who she put in harms way needlessly during her deranged rampage, is now in the state’s custody.

The videos posted on Conkey’s YouTube page indicate that she was very troubled. Posts on her blog show that she believed that God was talking directly to her, she could speak in tongues, she was possessed by spirits, and Jesus Christ appeared to her in dreams. Social justice was a common theme to poetry that she regularly posted.


MSM Blackout of Armed Woman Who Threatened to Blow Up San Diego Church on Easter Morning


——Here’s a very ominous blog — it goes to the mental state (just in case it gets taken down) —



It has occurred to me that I’ve never disclosed my full testimony of how I became a true follower of Jesus. So if you ever find yourself interested, here it is.

I was raised as a Christian. My parents met at a bible study in the Philippines. My mom was a missionary, my dad was a religious program specialist in the Navy, a minister of sorts. So I was always in church activities and around that church atmosphere while growing up.

In fact, my earliest memory is of me as a baby, looking down at my parents, who were looking down at me in a crib. I was above them in a kind of rainbow-cloud, and God was talking to me. He told me, “You have to the be the one to show them the way.” But I didn’t recall this until November 2018, when I specifically asked Jesus to help me remember. He reminded me of this back in 2016, but I thought he was referring to my parents, who I perceived as already godly people that didn’t need any guidance, and so I rejected the message.


Anyway, I’ve always had that strange out-of-body memory, and when I was a child I used pretend I was still with Him. I would talk to Him all the time and remember what He told me. But as I got older, the memories of Him began to fade. Eventually, I started finding church activities boring or hypocritical, and around 14 or 15 I began seriously questioning the authenticity of the Bible—especially anywhere that talked about a “woman’s place.”

My mom was very, “you need to learn how to cook and clean so you can take care of your husband,” and I was very, “why do I have to do more chores than my brother?!” Because of this, I became resentful and “rebellious,” as my mother would call me (to this day I hate cleaning and I never learned to cook till I was married)…but personally, I think I was actually an angel  compared to my brother lol. I never did any drugs, didn’t drink, didn’t even date except for two weeks when I was 16. We held hands while walking home from school, and kissed once at a dance. I think I’d kissed a grand total of 4 boys by the time I was 18.

When I was 19, I ended up joining the Navy as a Mass Communication Specialist, and that’s when things started to go downhill spiritually. For the first two years I was pretty good…but then in 2008, while stationed in Boston, I couldn’t muster the courage to find a church on my own and I ended up being completely influenced by the worldly people around me. Those two years in Boston were the “funnest” days of my life, by the world’s standards, but spiritually my darkest.

God even stepped in on Feb. of 2008, by allowing me to tear my ACL and meniscus in my left knee during a skiing accident (it was my first time skiing too). I’ve long since learned that any time I physically fall it’s a reflection of my walk with God. Unfortunately, I didn’t learn my lesson, and my knee surgery was a failure—but I didn’t know for four years. So, I was in constant pain and my knee was always swelling and popping out of place in a very painful way.

When God brought me back to San Diego in the fall of 2009, I started going to church again, but I still had no real connection with God. And at one point I completely stopped going again because a group of girls at the bible study I attended were very judgmental when I started describing my “dream man” in completely physical terms rather than “spiritual qualifications.” Like, OK sorry I misinterpreted the question, but so did NOT need the snootiness.

“Coincidentally,” when Jesus actually appeared to me for the first time, He met all my physical qualifications lol.

Anyway, in 2011 I was soooo thankful to finally meet a guy who was equally possessive and head over heels for me as I was for him that I turned to God and started giving thanks! Like whooo, thank you Jesus! A good man! We met on deployment in February and  ended up getting married three months after returning from deployment—a total of about 8 months knowing each other. He was not a Christian…but that was OK with me because at that time I didn’t consider myself much of a Christian either.

I think it’s pertinent to add that when my husband suggested we get married, I asked God and received a very loud, very audible NO. But it didn’t come from the region of my head–it came from my heart! So I was looking around like, ” where did that come from?” and I dismissed it as my imagination.

We ended up eloping Nov. 2011 without telling any of our family because we planned to have an actual marriage celebration the following year. By the way, this is also around the time that I began to receive reconstructive surgery for my knee after all those years. I had to have three surgeries over the course of a year to fix the first failed one.

My husband and I did end up having a cute ceremony with all our family in September 2012, and I actually got pregnant later that month after the ceremony. However, I had a miscarriage in October because I was stupid and didn’t know anything about being pregnant. I thought it was AFTER the first trimester that you were most at risk of losing a baby, so I went ahead and rode a bunch of rides at Sea World…I ended up miscarrying within hours of leaving the amusement park. I was only six weeks pregnant, but it was still heartbreaking. I know it was a boy, and he’s waiting for me in heaven. His name is Caleb.

Anyway, after I got married I would have an off-and-on relationship with God. But mostly it was off. Especially after I started attending university where everyone is basically anti-Christ. I got swept up in the feminist movement for about a year, until I realized they only care about themselves and don’t actually care about the people who are hurting, ie., those being abused and sexually exploited through prostitution.

In 2015, as I was studying my degree for journalism, God kept kindling this passion in me for those who have been sexually abused. I would focus on sharing the story of those who had been victimized for nearly every big school project I was assigned. It might seem a little strange, especially since I’ve never been sexually abused myself (unless you count sexual harassment while in the military), but I could not stop hurting for these women who had been traumatized in this way.

Now in college, although I  was older, God blessed me with a kind of age-less personality, which helped me make friends with the younger college girls. I became very close to one in particular. However, she and her friends were all into the New Age movement, which is about mysticism and the occult. Because I was always with her, some of the New Age ideologies were rubbing off on me, and at one point in 2016 I even began to channel a spirit.

Well here’s the backstory. It was late at night in July, and I couldn’t sleep, so I was gazing out my balcony window looking at the stars. One star in particular was very bright, so I just kept looking at it. But the more I looked at it, the more I saw it moving! It became very erratic in its movements, and very visibly moving; I could easily track it with my eyes. It really freaked me out, but I was so fascinated by this star. THEN I saw this light beam shoot out from the star, and within a few moments I saw a pink ball of light moving quickly out of the sky and descend in my direction. It was going up and down like a helicopter behind my apartment complex—like it was looking for something. However, it was completely silent, and moving faster than any aircraft has the ability to! This pink ball of light terrified me so much, I jumped away from my window and back into bed.

I think that ball of light did find me, and it was demonic.

Well about a month later, (August 2016), our family had just moved into a new home, and the fall semester was just beginning at my university. One of my classmates posted an interesting article on twitter about how to “speak wit the universe,” and how the “universe” wants to speak back to us. So I followed the steps, and immediately began channeling. Except I didn’t realize that was what I was doing. I thought I was just conversing with “the universe.”

For about a week, I would open myself to receiving messages from this entity. I would ask questions regarding life and the afterlife; just basic “why is the world like this” questions, and would receive an immediate response. However, the moment I wanted to pray to Jesus I would have an immediate recoil. I would actually avoid speaking the name Jesus out loud, and become hateful of the word. I couldn’t understand why, but felt it was because Jesus was fake and I was in the truth or something.

But for some reason I was watching videos on YouTube and stumbled across a movie called, “The Age of Deceit,” by FaceLikeTheSun. It was a few hours long, and explained how the New Age Movement is all demonic—and how the bible is the ONLY TRUTH. When it talked about channeling, and I realized that’s what I’d been doing, I was immediately on my hands and knees praying for God to forgive me! I felt so dirty that I had to physically wash myself. As I was washing,  I felt the presence of God come over me, and I realized I couldn’t remember anything the demon had told me in response to my questions about life. In fact, I couldn’t even remember the specific questions I had asked. And I know it’s because they were all lies, and God was giving me a new slate so I would no longer be deceived. This was Aug. 28, 2016—the day I was reborn.

I continued delving into “the rabbit hole,” as people in this Truther movement of Christian conspiracy theorists call it. I learned so much about the bible, fallen angels, nephilim, Luciferianism, the New World Order, genetic modification and its relation to the mark of the beast in the Book of Revelation.

I started attending church regularly on Jan. 1, 2017, and about three months later is when I met Jesus for the first time in a very life-changing dream. And that’s the background story of how I came to be where I am now.

Thanks for reading, and I hope it has blessed you in some way.


——She has a video too – very strange – hard to listen to —-


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